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One hell of a day

Ok I woke up late and straight away watched heroes episode 15. In the middle of the Heroes, my father shouted my name. I thought he's gonna get mad at me or something. It turned out Kiki fainted. Damn I freak out like bloody hell. Then we rushed to the Hospital. Without taking my bath. First time experience. I saw a hot doctor there and wish to be a doctor too one day. Or engineer? I still can't figure it out. Thank God Kiki is alright now. You got me there Kiks. Love you.

BBQ

Went to BBQ last night and met all the cousins. Love them lots. I wish we can do this more often. Next BBQ, my house!

The room

The S Family.

I've been through a lot these 2 days. A bit busy thats why got no time to update. I had a family photo taking yesterday at my house. Super funny experince. Took so many pictures to get the perfect one! I tried to keep myself sad so we won't burst out laughing.

Blah blah blah.

Maybe I need some rehab

Or maybe just need some sleep

I got a sick obsession
I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley

I'm making those desperate calls
I'm staying up all night hoping
Hitting my head against the wall

Won't listen to any advice
Momma's telling me I should think twice
But left to my own devices
I'm addicted, it's a crisis
My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgments getting kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected
If I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead

What you got boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Because your love is my drug.

Which one? I can't decide!

OR

not feeling gooddd

At last I watched Legion. Nice short story. I had a great day with my Denny and Cina. Met Dedek as well. I miss those days with her in primary school. My driving super sucks today. Something is bothering my mind and I can't focus. Gahh my brother said put your feelings aside when driving. Should listen to that. I met so many people at the driving place. Hazman, Nurel and Esther. Hazman is looking good. Ahahah I don't know why I keep saying that.

Heroes is awesome day by day. I love Samuel.

Watch this. No regret!

Typical insecure girl

" Stacy, I send Jeremy a text message twelve minutes ago and he still hasn't answered! You don't think I'm making a big deal out of it? "

Phineas and Ferb always make me luagh!

You

I don't get you. I followed everything you said but something must be wrong. You are just not satisfied with everything. What kinda people are you? I'm trying to understand what I did wrong to you guys because maybe perhaps its my fault. But I just can't find it. It must be you then. I asked people around and yeah there is nothing wrong with me. Its you who just love being overprotective and can't accept the fact that I'm growing up. You being like that just drove me away from loving you and for even liking you. I don't get what more you guys want? It's just so wrong. Everything is wrong to you guys. It doesn't mean that you're older ,you know best. And you sometimes just doesn't want to accept that you guys are wrong. You are not perfect so am I so just let me be. I know what I'm doing.

Longggggggggggg day

Today is a lazy day for me. I woke up a bit late because no alarm clock. My cousins came over to design my room wall. Fantastic. I love my room so much now. Its totally different form last time. Should take a picture soon. We were all too lazy to go out for dinner and mommy too tired to cook so we end up calling the pizza. Boring lazy day.

I spent most of my time watching TV and I think Zack and Cody are super hot now that they're all grown up. Cair mennnn.

I went to Wisma Satok before picking up Kiki from school and saw lots of familiar faces working. Hahah while I'm a pengangur doing nothing.

No rain today baby

Today my brother and I didn't manage makan laksa mommy Zaidi. We went out a bit too late. 12. So end up having brunch at mee kolok AGAIN. I went to pick Kiki up from school. Went to buy my favourite coconut drink under the bridge and surprisingly that mak cik remember me! Suk doe. I feel so appreciated.

I had my driving lesson today. So much fun! dua kali mati engine. Improvement ey! =_= Nurul sound so excited when pak haji asked her to send me home. Ahaha cute chick.

Mommy asked me to watch Korean movie with her but I gotta to watch Tari Tirana at 9. Hot stuff! Sorry mommy. She talked about poop in the morning again just now. How can I force myself seriously?

Super funny!

poop

My mom asked me to poop in the morning because its healthier. She said she'll give me milk. How am I suppose to let my poop out in the morning instead when my usual time is in the afternoon? Funny conversation though.

It's green and it's evil. so it's greenyvil =D

It's different if I'm Angelina Jolie =p

I feel like a superstar when people start to talk. You guys are faster then the internet ehh. Good job. Just keep it to yourself because trust me I never care about your fucking life and never will care ever so stop. Leave me alone. I'm happy being alone and people not caring about my life. So just mind your own business.

I love this video Ummi tagged me in Facebook. Ahhhh if and only if it was me.

Hot mess dude I'm so in love with you

Huanted universities is a weird horror movie. And at night I watched paranormal activity with my brother. Two scary movies in a day. In the end cuak mok tido. -_-

I was suppose to blaja drive now but my teacher is still in UITM so postponed tomorrow. Should inform earlier because I was perfectly ready. I used my shoes dah eh.

Can't wait!

I'm gonna miss you long hair

I just cut my hair. Short. At last! The dude asked me how long you didn't cut your hair? and I said about a year plus I think. He replied patutlah. Lots of splits ends. -_- Then he told me you never jaga your hair is it? I just luaghed. Wahahahha! Yuki dude you're awesome. I'm gonna come there more often in the future.

My brother just came back for a week holiday. Wehooooo! Miss you lots menn.

I went to Spring and Boulevard on the same day. hahahha. I like Boulevard especially the new place atas skali. I'm not sure its new or not because I've been there twice jak. Met Debbie and Vianney there. Working as cashier. And Debbie is super slim now. She told me the work make her go slim. Talking about that, I timbang myself there and I'm still 48 kg. Surprise! Surprise! If you don't see me for a long time you would say I gain 5 kg. Trust me. You will. A dude thought I'm 58kg. Kecik hati.

This version is way better

I swear to God I thought The New Kid On The Block were all black until I saw this video. Damn! They have such good voices.

Love the new season!

I miss telur bergegar =D

I just read yaa's and denny's blog about the school life we used to have. God damn it! I love it so much. Makes me miss those days a lot and now I'm missing gf lots. So you guys know, I really treasure all the time we had and no matter what I love you girls lots. If I ever did things that might hurt you'll, please do forgive me aite? Even we barely see each other now but hey friendship last forever.

Lots of love to Ahsha, Nadia, Ummi, Denny, Norma, Mauldia, Muni, Scherrie and all.
xoxo.

I like this pictures!

Air head

I got my retainer and my tooth hurts a lot. And I did some workout that hopefully would reduce fat from my stomach, fucking huge ass and others. Must have the spirit to go on. I think my weight is increasing. Hope it won't be over 50kg or else. I think my dad returned the Korean drama back to his friend which I missed the last episodes. Damn it! Have to wait for mom to come back. It's been 3 days and I did nothing at all. At least, I can download songs and burn them. Out of idea of what song to download. Perhaps I should try Korean songs. And I found a book to read. Kiki's. Trust me I don't read books but hell yeah just give it a try. I'm having my driving lesson tomorrow. Can't wait!

I'm sorry I don't feel anything at all to everything including you. I tried so badly but nothing can be done. I wish it is fix feeling. I wish I can figure it out. The more I think about it, the more lost I've become. I hope today will be a good day though!

I'm in love with this chick

Just some thoughts bothering me.

• I hate it when I felt like I don't need anyone else in this world besides myself when I know everyone needs somebody even a sister.
  
• I hate it when I get all bossy with everyone when I should tolerate instead.
  
• I hate it when I like to be alone when I should meet around with people.
  
• I hate it when I like keeping my feelings to myself when I should share it with a friend.
• I hate it when I feel so angry without a reason when I should stay happy.
  
• I hate it when I judge people in a wrong way when I should accept them the way they are.
• I hate it when I miss someone and denying it when I should tell them instead.
  
• I hate it when I thought that nobody care about me when I should realise there is people care so much about me.
  
• I hate it when I hate to look at myself in the mirror when I should realise God's creation is always beautiful.
  
• I hate it when I feel like I don't need help when I know everybody needs everybody.
  
• I hate it when I felt like I can depend on my own when I know I need guide.
  
• I hate it when I am so sad when I know I should shine like a sun.
  
• I hate it when I think life is easy when I know there is going to be challenges.
  
• I hate it when sometimes I wish I can be a dude when I know I should be thankful.
  
• I hate it when I have a bad ego mood like a dude when I know I am a pure girl.
• I hate it when I think I have personality problem when I know I'm just having issues with my heart.
• I hate it when I'm not matured enough when I know I should learn from life.

First time

I woke up at 7 and rushed to bath and clean up everything. About 815 Uncle Aji pick me up and went to Bintawak where I learn how to drive. I waited for two hours until its my turn. My engine died 3 time in one hour. Gosh it is scary and fun at the same time. Dah la hujan. Now I know how to change gear. My next lesson is on Thursday. And I lost my sijil lulus for table test. Damn! I can't remember where the hell that paper is. I was with Nurul, my neighbour. She is a happy fun girl. I like it that I can share my stories with her.

Sherlock Holmes rules!

Robert Downey Jr.

Hell yeah he won Golden Globe Award for the Best Performance by an Actor in a Motion Picture!

I'm so tired I should get some rest

I had my 6 hours bengkel. I didn't go the whole 6 hours. Way shorter than 6 hours perhaps. I thought I'll be alone there since I have no plan with anybody but I saw lots of familiar faces. One of the reason I love Kuching! Thanks to Nazrin and Iwan for accompanied me. You awesome people. Nurul and I planned to learn driving together. The faster the better. I can't wait to get my license. Oh yeah! Fadley is one of the instructor there. I was so surprised! Serious shit. He is so young. Giler. On the way home, a few cars stopped and collect duit melayang on the road. Lots of money doe. And I'm done watching the latest Heroes. Damn interseting! I always love the quote " save the the cheerleader, save the world!"

Great start.

I woke up before my loud alarm rung. 930 as expected. I can go on sleeping till 12 but don't wanna ruin my sleeping time. Pimple issue people! So I turn on the radio Hot.Fm but the song wasn't nice. Very slow and soft plus it's raining. Make my eye feel so "urghhhhh bed, I need you!" I quickly turn on the com and watch Korean drama - you're beautiful. I had Nasi Lemak my mom left for me. Watching korea, eating, alone at home and rainy day is a perfect match. Make me feel so comfy. Should do it everyday. What a great morning. I turned on my hand phone and nobody seems to text me. Except my mom just called asking how was I. I have no idea why am I writing so dramatically right now. Eh I just download MSN. And gonna be very active since I'm so free. Haha! Add me. nafisafishi@live.com.my

Jang Geun Suk

Acne

I woke up at 930. I'm trying to keep my sleep time fixed so that my pimples would reduce. If and only if lah. I thought my pimples will be gone after SPM buttttttttttt it didn't. So from now on, I have to jaga my diet,sleep time,stress and everything. Its hard to have super oily face. Naz suggest me to go for facial. I can't believe he did facial but I didn't. You are like a girl. ahahah!

Damn.

That is why I always appear offline

Some dude in Facebook try to chat with me. yeah that's fine really but I ignore him instead because lazy bah and he is a stranger. I didn't even reply him at all. Guess what he said to me that get me feelin so fuck up? He said KETERUNAN DAK SHARIFAH NGAN SYED TOK NANG LAWA LAH. MUDAHAN DAKTOK ILANG TERUS DARI BUMI TOK. GIK SA KTK ORG. and I was like YOU PAHAL? ORG SIK REPLY PAHAM LAH PA RETI NYA NAK. SIK ALU MOK KECIK ATI ORG SIK LAYAN. LOSER. BYE. Then I deleted him straight away. What a crazy guy? Hey you wanna be friend with me or anyone else all you have to do is be nice. Its damn simple. You don't have to be rude and say all the stuff about my family. What does my name have to do with anything? You are what you are not what your name and your family is.

thumbs up!

I am jealous of Ummi Khalthom!

I just read her blog about a minute ago. She knows how to drive! In KL! That is amazing for my age and a girl. While me on the other hand haven't started anything and don't have the gut to drive. I wish I can hire a driver instead.

I have to depend on myself

I just got back from KL yesterday. Its so good to be back men. hahahah I miss Kuching so much but I miss my room the most. I just got back from dentist app. Basically, vacation is super fun. Ne-yo was awesome. It's the best thing ever. I just couldn't describe how amazing it was. I wish I can turn back the time. Since I'm short it was kinda difficult for me to see. I wish I were Kiki that time. So how's Kuching? I want to meet my friends! I miss you guys!