terrible

Terrible week.
Now I know why some senior said this position is hard.
I am sick of them.
I have to face them everyday of my school life. Argh!
Thank God I have friends who can back me up when I'm down.

Problems keep coming. Even it isn't mine.
It's people around me who keep creating it.
I wish you know what I mean.
Why can't you think first before you do it?
You don't know how sad I was when I heard about it.
I can't stop thinking about that.
Well things doesn't always go the way I wanted.

Trace Adkins

Trace Adkins - You're gonna miss this.
It's a very nice song. Very country like.
And the lyrics are meaningful for teenagers who can't wait to grow up.
Here's the lyrics.

She was staring out the window of their SUV
Complaning, saying "I can't wait to turn 18"
She said "I'll make my own money, and I'll make my own rules"
Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school
Then she kissed her head and said "I was just like you"

You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this

Before she knows it she's a brand new bride
In a one-bedroom apartment, and her daddy stops by
He tells her "It's a nice place"
She says "It'll do for now"
Starts talking about babies and buying a house
Daddy shakes his head and says "Baby, just slow down"

Cause you're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this

Five years later there's a plumber workin' on the water heater
Dog's barkin', phone's ringin'
One kid's cryin', one kid's screamin'
And she keeps apologizin'
He says "They don't bother me.
I've got 2 babies of my own.
One's 36, one's 23.
Huh, it's hard to believe, but...

You're gonna miss this
You're gonna want this back
You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast
These are some good times
So take a good look around
You may not know it now
But you're gonna miss this"

school.

We took some choral speaking pictures just now. KLMJ.

Sakinah told me something that make me go yey!
She said some junior prefect actually feel scared of me when I was 'mad'
I thought people will never get scared of me. =)

Students are obsessed with ice creams at school.
I am so jealous and piss off.
I don't get the chance to eat any.

Everything is back to basic now.
I have to study extra hard to score for my SPM.
I want to go overseas so badly.

I got scolded by my biology teacher 2 days ago.
It works. I actually study biology a bit.

first friday!

Sibu

There are many things to talk about since I have gone through so many stuff.

I am going to start off with my brother's BBQ.
It was nice. My close friends came and Adib too. To bad Ummi and Ahsha can't make it.
We had this tilik nasib stuff that we played. About relationship.
I don't know why some people get so emotional playing that game. hahaha

My choral speaking team and I went off to Sibu for 4 days and 3 nights.
We stayed at Paramount Hotel. Boleh tahan la.
It was a lot of fun. I felt like its holiday instead of competition.
Our favourite place there is Wisma Sanyan.
I stayed in the same room as Ahsha,Ummi,Norma, and Muni.
Well Nadia and Intan slept in our room too. Ibu ayam itu.
I was officially broke on the third day.
We got second place for the state level.
My friends cried like bloody hell. kesian. Only me,Audi and Afiqah Z didn't cry.
I don't know why am I so proud that I didn't cry.
My friends say I takda perasaan. But I cry a lot you know. I just don't tell.
Sibu was a great time with friends.

I watched football yesterday. Spain vs Germany.
I supported Germany and they loose.
I had a bet with Adib and I loose.
And I didn't get enough sleep and I was very moody at school.
Not really actually. My mouth worked out so well.
My brother is going back to KL today. Sad. Hmm.
And I didn't meet Adib for two weeks. Very sad.

My hair look so different in every picture. hahaha.

aaaaaaaa.... hai!!!!!
very busy lately.
hahahahahah.

I got no. 16 again!
why 16? I'm sick of 16.
I must get better than that for the last exam.
Parent's day is this saturday. Takut!
I sleep and eat and don't give full attention during Mr.D period.
And my parents is going to meet him.
I hope he don't mention that stuff to daddy.
I did that during physics only ba.

I'm going to Sibu with besties! yey!
Pray to God that we will win and go to Terengganu.
With that my KK for SPM will be great.

We had spot check today.
It was not well done.
Kelam kabut and ter-kantoi.
No fun. Boring.

Today is my brother's birthday. Syed Hafiz.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!! I LOVE YOU =)

time

School has started and I didn't go online for some time.
So many things had happen. hahaha. I sound so lame.

My brother just came back from KL.
He is going to be here for a month I guess.
Rindu lah abang.
He is going to celebrate his birthday on 21st June.
Same as DumDum's anniversary.
1st year. Yey! keep it up.
So I decided to bring DumDum to my house then.
But my abang's real birthday is on 19th of June.

I got all my results for exam except for EST.
BM 66. Jaik sentiasa.
BI 81. Ok la.
Math 94. Love!
Add math 82. Love!
Physics 80. Love!
Chem 73. Cukup makan.
Bio 60. Hancur musnah.
P.I 66. Benci.
Sej 86. Love!
EST entah. Since Miss Susie is teaching EST and mark my paper I bet its going to be like hell.
And plus parents day is coming. Tidakkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!

She said I terasa. Sial juak.
Diri sendiri yang perasan cakap orang.
I just do the fucking face and she said I perasan.
EEEEE!!! What in the world?
You should get your stories right before you accuse me of being "TERASA"
You said you were talking or said bad stuff about the form 3 kid.
What the fuck is she talking about? What bad stuff?
What form 3 kid? What anok? Why me terasa?
You thought I terasa you anok me is it?
Dah lah padah full name. Siap nama bapak.
I didn't hear you said anything bout anyone.
I just do the annoying face and you said I terasa. Pukimak sial.
You are the one who is PERASAN and TERASA.
Then you sent me testi asking me about that.
Hahahaha I felt so released now typing down my true feelings.

I seriously miss Adib. Never mind lah.
Saturday is kelas gantian. No fun. No sleep.

Cookie

Again and again daddy asked us to wake up very early.
I end up taking a few nap in a day.
Well in the afternoon I helped Sakinah to make her cookie.
It was delicious.

After that I watched 1 hour plus of LOST. The latest one of course.
It almost come to the ending but then Daddy told me there will be two more season coming.
How interesting will it be?

Well he told me, I mean he asked me something.
That something really make me feel so guilty. Enough said.

I read a blog. Rumour chick's blog.
That Rumour Chick ever texted me telling me about these Kolej Abdillah crap.
I think I have some idea who is that chick though.
Her English is perfect.
I also viewed a girl's Friendster.
She wrote she hate this particular group. What the heck right?
You can't hate people for what they like or love doing.
You are suppose to hate people of their attitude or how bad they are.
The best is don't hate people.
I'm referring this to you. Especially Sharifah Nafisa.