I. HI. SHI. ISHI. FISHI.

Betrayer

2010-02-03T04:34:00.000-08:00

I miss you blogger. I feel like a betrayer to you now. hahahah dramatic much but I do feel guilty for leaving you behind. Oh never mind. I'll write here once in a while. Hope you jangan merajuk. hahaha. Love you blogger. I want to watch lost new season!

Blame Nadia

2010-01-31T07:22:00.000-08:00

If I'm not here I'll be there. Tumblr.

iamsointoyoubabe.tumblr.com

One hell of a day

2010-01-31T06:34:00.000-08:00

Ok I woke up late and straight away watched heroes episode 15. In the middle of the Heroes, my father shouted my name. I thought he's gonna get mad at me or something. It turned out Kiki fainted. Damn I freak out like bloody hell. Then we rushed to the Hospital. Without taking my bath. First time experience. I saw a hot doctor there and wish to be a doctor too one day. Or engineer? I still can't figure it out. Thank God Kiki is alright now. You got me there Kiks. Love you.

BBQ

2010-01-31T06:29:00.000-08:00

Went to BBQ last night and met all the cousins. Love them lots. I wish we can do this more often. Next BBQ, my house!

The room

2010-01-31T06:21:00.000-08:00

The S Family.

2010-01-31T05:56:00.000-08:00

I've been through a lot these 2 days. A bit busy thats why got no time to update. I had a family photo taking yesterday at my house. Super funny experince. Took so many pictures to get the perfect one! I tried to keep myself sad so we won't burst out laughing.

Blah blah blah.

2010-01-30T02:40:00.000-08:00

Maybe I need some rehab

Or maybe just need some sleep

I got a sick obsession
I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley

I'm making those desperate calls
I'm staying up all night hoping
Hitting my head against the wall

Won't listen to any advice
Momma's telling me I should think twice
But left to my own devices
I'm addicted, it's a crisis
My friends think I've gone crazy
My judgments getting kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected
If I keep it up like a lovesick crackhead

What you got boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Because your love is my drug.

Which one? I can't decide!

2010-01-28T23:26:00.000-08:00

not feeling gooddd

2010-01-28T17:48:00.000-08:00

At last I watched Legion. Nice short story. I had a great day with my Denny and Cina. Met Dedek as well. I miss those days with her in primary school. My driving super sucks today. Something is bothering my mind and I can't focus. Gahh my brother said put your feelings aside when driving. Should listen to that. I met so many people at the driving place. Hazman, Nurel and Esther. Hazman is looking good. Ahahah I don't know why I keep saying that.

Heroes is awesome day by day. I love Samuel.

Watch this. No regret!

Typical insecure girl

2010-01-27T07:24:00.000-08:00

" Stacy, I send Jeremy a text message twelve minutes ago and he still hasn't answered! You don't think I'm making a big deal out of it? "

Phineas and Ferb always make me luagh!

You

2010-01-27T07:06:00.000-08:00

I don't get you. I followed everything you said but something must be wrong. You are just not satisfied with everything. What kinda people are you? I'm trying to understand what I did wrong to you guys because maybe perhaps its my fault. But I just can't find it. It must be you then. I asked people around and yeah there is nothing wrong with me. Its you who just love being overprotective and can't accept the fact that I'm growing up. You being like that just drove me away from loving you and for even liking you. I don't get what more you guys want? It's just so wrong. Everything is wrong to you guys. It doesn't mean that you're older ,you know best. And you sometimes just doesn't want to accept that you guys are wrong. You are not perfect so am I so just let me be. I know what I'm doing.

Longggggggggggg day

2010-01-27T05:20:00.000-08:00

Today is a lazy day for me. I woke up a bit late because no alarm clock. My cousins came over to design my room wall. Fantastic. I love my room so much now. Its totally different form last time. Should take a picture soon. We were all too lazy to go out for dinner and mommy too tired to cook so we end up calling the pizza. Boring lazy day.

I spent most of my time watching TV and I think Zack and Cody are super hot now that they're all grown up. Cair mennnn.

I went to Wisma Satok before picking up Kiki from school and saw lots of familiar faces working. Hahah while I'm a pengangur doing nothing.

No rain today baby

2010-01-26T04:28:00.000-08:00

Today my brother and I didn't manage makan laksa mommy Zaidi. We went out a bit too late. 12. So end up having brunch at mee kolok AGAIN. I went to pick Kiki up from school. Went to buy my favourite coconut drink under the bridge and surprisingly that mak cik remember me! Suk doe. I feel so appreciated.

I had my driving lesson today. So much fun! dua kali mati engine. Improvement ey! =_= Nurul sound so excited when pak haji asked her to send me home. Ahaha cute chick.

Mommy asked me to watch Korean movie with her but I gotta to watch Tari Tirana at 9. Hot stuff! Sorry mommy. She talked about poop in the morning again just now. How can I force myself seriously?

Super funny!

2010-01-25T02:33:00.000-08:00

2010-01-25T02:00:00.000-08:00

poop

2010-01-25T01:50:00.000-08:00

My mom asked me to poop in the morning because its healthier. She said she'll give me milk. How am I suppose to let my poop out in the morning instead when my usual time is in the afternoon? Funny conversation though.

It's green and it's evil. so it's greenyvil =D

2010-01-24T17:51:00.000-08:00

It's different if I'm Angelina Jolie =p

2010-01-24T17:03:00.000-08:00

I feel like a superstar when people start to talk. You guys are faster then the internet ehh. Good job. Just keep it to yourself because trust me I never care about your fucking life and never will care ever so stop. Leave me alone. I'm happy being alone and people not caring about my life. So just mind your own business.

I love this video Ummi tagged me in Facebook. Ahhhh if and only if it was me.

Hot mess dude I'm so in love with you

2010-01-24T16:56:00.000-08:00

Huanted universities is a weird horror movie. And at night I watched paranormal activity with my brother. Two scary movies in a day. In the end cuak mok tido. -_-

I was suppose to blaja drive now but my teacher is still in UITM so postponed tomorrow. Should inform earlier because I was perfectly ready. I used my shoes dah eh.

2010-01-23T05:37:00.000-08:00

Can't wait!

2010-01-23T05:27:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna miss you long hair

2010-01-23T04:38:00.000-08:00

I just cut my hair. Short. At last! The dude asked me how long you didn't cut your hair? and I said about a year plus I think. He replied patutlah. Lots of splits ends. -_- Then he told me you never jaga your hair is it? I just luaghed. Wahahahha! Yuki dude you're awesome. I'm gonna come there more often in the future.

My brother just came back for a week holiday. Wehooooo! Miss you lots menn.

I went to Spring and Boulevard on the same day. hahahha. I like Boulevard especially the new place atas skali. I'm not sure its new or not because I've been there twice jak. Met Debbie and Vianney there. Working as cashier. And Debbie is super slim now. She told me the work make her go slim. Talking about that, I timbang myself there and I'm still 48 kg. Surprise! Surprise! If you don't see me for a long time you would say I gain 5 kg. Trust me. You will. A dude thought I'm 58kg. Kecik hati.

This version is way better

2010-01-20T21:29:00.000-08:00

I swear to God I thought The New Kid On The Block were all black until I saw this video. Damn! They have such good voices.

Love the new season!

2010-01-20T04:30:00.000-08:00

I miss telur bergegar =D

2010-01-20T04:10:00.000-08:00

I just read yaa's and denny's blog about the school life we used to have. God damn it! I love it so much. Makes me miss those days a lot and now I'm missing gf lots. So you guys know, I really treasure all the time we had and no matter what I love you girls lots. If I ever did things that might hurt you'll, please do forgive me aite? Even we barely see each other now but hey friendship last forever.

Lots of love to Ahsha, Nadia, Ummi, Denny, Norma, Mauldia, Muni, Scherrie and all.
xoxo.

I like this pictures!

2010-01-19T20:42:00.000-08:00

Air head

2010-01-19T20:20:00.000-08:00

I got my retainer and my tooth hurts a lot. And I did some workout that hopefully would reduce fat from my stomach, fucking huge ass and others. Must have the spirit to go on. I think my weight is increasing. Hope it won't be over 50kg or else. I think my dad returned the Korean drama back to his friend which I missed the last episodes. Damn it! Have to wait for mom to come back. It's been 3 days and I did nothing at all. At least, I can download songs and burn them. Out of idea of what song to download. Perhaps I should try Korean songs. And I found a book to read. Kiki's. Trust me I don't read books but hell yeah just give it a try. I'm having my driving lesson tomorrow. Can't wait!

I'm sorry I don't feel anything at all to everything including you. I tried so badly but nothing can be done. I wish it is fix feeling. I wish I can figure it out. The more I think about it, the more lost I've become. I hope today will be a good day though!

I'm in love with this chick

2010-01-18T02:18:00.000-08:00

Just some thoughts bothering me.

2010-01-18T01:48:00.000-08:00

I hate it when I felt like I don't need anyone else in this world besides myself when I know everyone needs somebody even a sister.
I hate it when I get all bossy with everyone when I should tolerate instead.
I hate it when I like to be alone when I should meet around with people.
I hate it when I like keeping my feelings to myself when I should share it with a friend.
I hate it when I feel so angry without a reason when I should stay happy.
I hate it when I judge people in a wrong way when I should accept them the way they are.
I hate it when I miss someone and denying it when I should tell them instead.
I hate it when I thought that nobody care about me when I should realise there is people care so much about me.
I hate it when I hate to look at myself in the mirror when I should realise God's creation is always beautiful.
I hate it when I feel like I don't need help when I know everybody needs everybody.
I hate it when I felt like I can depend on my own when I know I need guide.
I hate it when I am so sad when I know I should shine like a sun.
I hate it when I think life is easy when I know there is going to be challenges.
I hate it when sometimes I wish I can be a dude when I know I should be thankful.
I hate it when I have a bad ego mood like a dude when I know I am a pure girl.
I hate it when I think I have personality problem when I know I'm just having issues with my heart.
I hate it when I'm not matured enough when I know I should learn from life.

First time

2010-01-17T21:44:00.000-08:00

I woke up at 7 and rushed to bath and clean up everything. About 815 Uncle Aji pick me up and went to Bintawak where I learn how to drive. I waited for two hours until its my turn. My engine died 3 time in one hour. Gosh it is scary and fun at the same time. Dah la hujan. Now I know how to change gear. My next lesson is on Thursday. And I lost my sijil lulus for table test. Damn! I can't remember where the hell that paper is. I was with Nurul, my neighbour. She is a happy fun girl. I like it that I can share my stories with her.

Sherlock Holmes rules!

2010-01-17T21:24:00.000-08:00

Robert Downey Jr.

Hell yeah he won Golden Globe Award for the Best Performance by an Actor in a Motion Picture!

I'm so tired I should get some rest

2010-01-16T00:32:00.000-08:00

I had my 6 hours bengkel. I didn't go the whole 6 hours. Way shorter than 6 hours perhaps. I thought I'll be alone there since I have no plan with anybody but I saw lots of familiar faces. One of the reason I love Kuching! Thanks to Nazrin and Iwan for accompanied me. You awesome people. Nurul and I planned to learn driving together. The faster the better. I can't wait to get my license. Oh yeah! Fadley is one of the instructor there. I was so surprised! Serious shit. He is so young. Giler. On the way home, a few cars stopped and collect duit melayang on the road. Lots of money doe. And I'm done watching the latest Heroes. Damn interseting! I always love the quote " save the the cheerleader, save the world!"

Great start.

2010-01-13T20:43:00.000-08:00

I woke up before my loud alarm rung. 930 as expected. I can go on sleeping till 12 but don't wanna ruin my sleeping time. Pimple issue people! So I turn on the radio Hot.Fm but the song wasn't nice. Very slow and soft plus it's raining. Make my eye feel so "urghhhhh bed, I need you!" I quickly turn on the com and watch Korean drama - you're beautiful. I had Nasi Lemak my mom left for me. Watching korea, eating, alone at home and rainy day is a perfect match. Make me feel so comfy. Should do it everyday. What a great morning. I turned on my hand phone and nobody seems to text me. Except my mom just called asking how was I. I have no idea why am I writing so dramatically right now. Eh I just download MSN. And gonna be very active since I'm so free. Haha! Add me. nafisafishi@live.com.my

Jang Geun Suk

2010-01-13T18:00:00.000-08:00

Acne

2010-01-13T00:59:00.000-08:00

I woke up at 930. I'm trying to keep my sleep time fixed so that my pimples would reduce. If and only if lah. I thought my pimples will be gone after SPM buttttttttttt it didn't. So from now on, I have to jaga my diet,sleep time,stress and everything. Its hard to have super oily face. Naz suggest me to go for facial. I can't believe he did facial but I didn't. You are like a girl. ahahah!

Damn.

2010-01-12T21:59:00.000-08:00

That is why I always appear offline

2010-01-11T21:14:00.000-08:00

Some dude in Facebook try to chat with me. yeah that's fine really but I ignore him instead because lazy bah and he is a stranger. I didn't even reply him at all. Guess what he said to me that get me feelin so fuck up? He said KETERUNAN DAK SHARIFAH NGAN SYED TOK NANG LAWA LAH. MUDAHAN DAKTOK ILANG TERUS DARI BUMI TOK. GIK SA KTK ORG. and I was like YOU PAHAL? ORG SIK REPLY PAHAM LAH PA RETI NYA NAK. SIK ALU MOK KECIK ATI ORG SIK LAYAN. LOSER. BYE. Then I deleted him straight away. What a crazy guy? Hey you wanna be friend with me or anyone else all you have to do is be nice. Its damn simple. You don't have to be rude and say all the stuff about my family. What does my name have to do with anything? You are what you are not what your name and your family is.

thumbs up!

2010-01-11T19:08:00.000-08:00

I am jealous of Ummi Khalthom!

2010-01-11T18:58:00.000-08:00

I just read her blog about a minute ago. She knows how to drive! In KL! That is amazing for my age and a girl. While me on the other hand haven't started anything and don't have the gut to drive. I wish I can hire a driver instead.

I have to depend on myself

2010-01-11T18:42:00.000-08:00

I just got back from KL yesterday. Its so good to be back men. hahahah I miss Kuching so much but I miss my room the most. I just got back from dentist app. Basically, vacation is super fun. Ne-yo was awesome. It's the best thing ever. I just couldn't describe how amazing it was. I wish I can turn back the time. Since I'm short it was kinda difficult for me to see. I wish I were Kiki that time. So how's Kuching? I want to meet my friends! I miss you guys!

They're all part of the list. Things that I miss.

2010-01-02T07:22:00.000-08:00

I don't want you to leave me though you caught me cheating

2010-01-02T07:18:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!

2010-01-02T07:02:00.000-08:00

I had the best new year ever at Damansara and wish to do it every year if I could. I shop till I drop and getting bored of it. I buy stuff just for the sake of having it but in the end I barely use it. I went to Ikea today and hell lots of people. I love One Utama area. You can get everything there. I met some of my brother's friends. They are cool people. Love it. And my poor lil sister is so sick. Get well soon Kiki!

I've been having some doubts about my life now. I hate it.

Had a long action dream.

2009-12-29T22:05:00.000-08:00

I only text Naz yesterday. It's a new record ever in a year plus that I only text one person in a day. Feeling so bangga now =))))

I went to MNG and saw this really classic looking bag and I was so in love with it. But I didn't buy it! Geram. Geram. Maybe I'm not a fan of MNG. I can't believe Genting is fully book. Every hotel is fully book. Damn men! I wanna go there.

Currently listening to Ne-yo single.

To Daddy

2009-12-29T08:12:00.000-08:00

If you read this post bah, I just want to say I want this handphone. Its Nokia N97 Mini. Hahaha!

I miss watching real TV!

2009-12-29T07:47:00.000-08:00

Currently in KL now til the 11th of Jan. I got lots of stories to tell. First of all, I went to Penang to visit my grandfather's kubur but I just tunggu luar because I'm having my you know what. Then I visited my cousin's new baby boy. What a cute dude and he has an awesome name, Yamin Mikail.
Penang is the same. Good place to shop and eat. We went there on the 26th dec which was the anniversary of stunami few years back. Thanks to Ehsan I got scared!

In KL, I went to Nilai and met Intan. What a coincidense! Miss that kitten. My mom is so in love with Nilai 3. Not my place but hey thank God my dad bought me a fabulous carpet for my new room. Damn I miss Kuching.

Today I went to Midvalley. Plan to watch Sherlock Holmes but tak jadi. Full la pulak. Oh yeah I lost my retainer! Frust doe. Gigi frust.

I can't wait for Ne-yo

2009-12-23T08:00:00.000-08:00

I ended up sleeping at 4 in the morning and waking up at 2. Blame my mother's room for not having any window. Jogging plan cancel as expected and I like my new room. Purple! Did I mention I'm going to KL and Penang? Yeah. 25th December til 11th January. Damn that's a long time. I'll be missing Kuching and people in it. Kak Idah is leaving for good on 9th of Jan. So tomorrow will be the last time I will ever see her. I want to cry. Love you Kak Idah.

Having trouble make you realize how important a person is in your life. And shoes make me happy now.

2009-12-22T07:56:00.000-08:00

Stupidness of fucker loser

2009-12-22T00:08:00.000-08:00

The reason I don't depend on anyone else besides myself is because they keep letting me down EVERY TIME.

hang in the head

2009-12-21T08:50:00.000-08:00

I've been having these massive headache since a few days back. A week to be specific. And I don't know why? Is it because of tak cukup makan? Impossible. Today's food: Nasi and daging masak hitam, Chicken rice, doughnut, fish burger, ice cream, rambutan, durian, bubur, telur mata kerbau. Banyak nak? And I poop once a day instead of once in two days! It shows I eat a lot. So skip that. PMS? maybe. Sleeping time sik betol? yes. Not exercising? True2. Must jog tomorrow. Too much of computer and handphone? hell yeah. Stress? No reason to be stress. SPM is over. Worms in my stomach? Who knows? Pregnant? Immposible! Lack of water? I shishi a lot. Whatever reasons it is, the headache is bothering me like hell. I can't function well. God damn it. Get well head baby before Friday.

I miss Nazzzyyyy

2009-12-21T06:43:00.000-08:00

I went to Spring and watched princess and the frog. What a happy ending. Its nice to see the cinema full of little kids. makes you happy and feel like a little kiddo again. I'm officially broke today!

Paint my room purple.

2009-12-19T23:09:00.000-08:00

I'm just gonna write as if nobody ever read my blog except for me. It's weird when Hafiz and Qamarul remind me that they do read my blog but its sweet though.

I just watched Gossip girl season 3 yesterday and freaking awesome. Have to meet Kak Eza a.s.a.p to get the latest episodes! You like my new header? Just to show the world how in love I am with Serena and Dan. But specifically only Serena. My mother has these new Korean drama : Cinderella Man. Bet its nice and soon to be obsessed with.

I went to Hopoh yesterday and bought 2 new games. I don't even know why I bought it. Its Damnation and some weird ork battle game. They look nice but I haven't got the time to play it. Kiki knows so much about game. Boleh mintak ajar nya! Talking about Kiki, she is a sleepy head monster. She slept at 12 mid and woke up at 2 in the afternoon and sambung tidur balik at 5 something! Gila ka pa.

Hazman text me last night and told me that he might go to Ne-yo's concert. Hell yeah I was excited! At last somebody to go with besides my brother and his friends. Intan and Norma are you guys still going? Inform me bitch.

PMS - Damn!

2009-12-14T05:08:00.000-08:00

I've been following Gossip girls for two days already and I'm done watching season 1. Its a hell a good story. I'm in love with Serena and everything about her. Lesbian much.

I had a great day today. Sukat pokok area toll there. Hot but fun. Went to museum too. I guess no where to go ?

Ok I need to go out and meet him. Feeling the boredom. I bought this new game hysteria hospital emergency ward. Good game. Kiki is addicted to it. I miss my friends doeeeee.

End of school people!

2009-12-09T20:59:00.000-08:00

Uhh its my 201 post! hooraaaay! So freaking happy that is SPM is over. To me overall SPM is hard but ok I guess. Well its all depends on the result now peeps. I have 6 months of free time. Suggest me what to do. Damnnnn! I'm waiting for Ahsha to pick me up now. Going to stay overnight at Damai. Miss you bloggyyyyy! I'm gonna spent a lot time with you bloggy. love you. Muahx!

Pull me out on the beach, Danced in the water.

2009-11-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

SPM is on baby. 7 done 3 more to go. Oh baby I can't wait. Some guy who claims himself Jacob Black said my blog is boring. Sorry then. I don't have that much idea and time now. By the way, I don't get what Te Amor by Rihanna song. Is she like a lesbian or something?

Hot Stuff

2009-11-25T04:54:00.000-08:00

Busyyyy

2009-10-24T10:53:00.000-07:00

I am gonna be busy until end of SPM.
I am so happy and super duper stress up.
Hahahahahhahahahahahahahaha!
I can be super happy and the next minute I can turn to be fuckin sad girl.
Ohhh what stress can do to you.

See ya.
XOXO

wehooooooooo!

2009-10-16T05:06:00.000-07:00

I want to tell the whole world that I am brace-lessss. Yaa said she misses my braces but I don't. I hope I won't miss it. Today we had physics talk. It was fun staying back and have a long girl talk. I'm gonna miss school. I had my greatest time in St. Teresa. Don't get me started on this.

My rabbit died and dicided to give another one to Bird. Bet she's gonna take good care of it. SPM timetable is out. I like that they put all the science subjects at the end and pack all the other 7 subjects together.

I wish I know how you really feel.

Sakit tekak lahhhhh

2009-10-09T18:34:00.000-07:00

Some people should just keep their bloody mouth shut. And don't get me in trouble. Not really a trouble but ngaco privacy orang bahhhh.

I love the meaning of this song. Seriously.

2009-10-08T01:01:00.000-07:00

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua lelaki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

You'll be my only, no need to worry.

2009-10-08T00:32:00.000-07:00

Five of my results are out. Love it so far even my add math isn't that 'cool' enough for me. Well just have to try harder before SPM. I can't believe they are changing to A+, A and A-. It won't be that nice later on.

Things are getting more complicated as we grew older but I love it. May we all go trough it with love and peace. Just don't give up that easily even I know it is hard sometimes.

I don't know how many times I repeated the same song.
Baby are you down down down down down downnnnnn.
Nice baldy Jay Sean.

Nothing you can compare to your neighbourhood whore.

2009-10-02T06:01:00.000-07:00

I think she is gorgeous.

Exam is almost over I feel so relieved even SPM is so nearby. Today is my rest day. Damn tired. Maybe I should not sleep late anymore. Hang palak. I can't believe lots of unexpected stuff is happening. Maybe I should just let you go since you are so pushy. It's just too complicated. I am sorry for the way I let go. I wish things would flow the way I want it. Ok lets stop here. Beyonce is having a concert in KL. How I wish I could be there.

I want the chanel mademoiselle perfume. Smells like heaven!

k

2009-09-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

Raya is coming people.

I think I did badly in Math and add math. Lots of careless. Damn!

Have to strungle for Science subjects.

I feel goo when it's over. I think i made the righr choice. No worries and care-free. Like somebody said it is not the time to have someone right now =)

Seriously I don't know what to write.

try something new ey.

2009-09-11T05:45:00.000-07:00

I have a twitter

twitter.com/Nafisafishi

Best for the future.

2009-09-10T02:08:00.000-07:00

I will be gone for sometime. Trial and SPM people!
All the best! =)

Must have this.

2009-08-27T00:30:00.000-07:00

I wish he never looked at me that way.

2009-08-26T23:40:00.000-07:00

Sarjana seminar has just ended at last. It was lots of fun when we sat at the back. Its like way better and clear view of everything. I realise Nadia kept talking bout food and now I can't stop thinking about chicken wings. Sabarrrrrrrrrr.

I miss my dumdum.

Ok CrushBot on Facebook is stupid. -_-

You will never regret watching this!!

I want to go terawihhhhhhh

2009-08-23T05:28:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah Fishi should not use make up anymore because she would end up looking like the girl she dislike and it scares hell out of her. But hey I look Gothic and different. And I had hell of a good time that night.

I think the singer look like Naz. Ahahahah! Seriously!

I hope I can puasa tomorrow. Amin.
I cant wait for 4 days of seminar with the two sifu.
And its Mia's birthday tomorrow!!!

I can't think of anything else besides studying but I get distracted easily. Penguin Madagascar is awesome. You could not find anything funnier than that. A freaky number is disturbing me and Kiki at the same time. Trying to prang us ah boyy? -_-

Happy Holiday!
Happy Puasa!
Happy Merdeka!
Be happy!

Peninggggg

2009-08-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

Must have this before Puasa starts. = O

Currently having a stomachache. Rasa mok tercabut usus perut. Gah!!!!!!!!!
I am seriously happy with my EST marks. Weeeeee! But my average drop 5 marks. I wish my add math won't drop like bloody hell. Its like my add math is my lowest subject now.
I think Prefects' Night this year was super duper awesome compared to the other year. I love their own 007 movie. Couldn't get enough of it.

I know your type. Boy, you're dangerous

2009-08-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

Ustazah finally gave our Pendidikan Islam paper and I drop 10 marks and I can't believe I actually score 12 out of 30 for my tatabahasa. Damn I have issues with my language. Even my English sucks. I am no good in both language. I shall just make my own language.

You want to see how stupid my BM is

Buat ayat.

Pahit maung
Kopi yang dibuat oleh emak itu terlalu pahit maung sehingga ayah tidak dapat menelannya.

Inti sari
Inti sari karipap yang dibelikan oleh emak ialah daging dan sayur-sayuran yang merupakan makanan kegemaran saya.

OK now laugh all you want.

I know your type . You're daddy's little girl.

2009-08-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

I am like seriously addicted to this song and that guy is freaking hot. I didn't know Blair can actually sing. Ok I am so sakai.
I am not going for tuition today and I don't know why. I didn't even bother asking my dad. Anyway I have no mood to study tonight so TV time bebeh.

I can't believe we are going to have aircon in our class. I can sleep well there. Wehoooooo! Boo Sakinah for using it the whole next year.
I think I am gonna miss Bridget even I barely talk to her. May you have a good life in Canada baby.

Tomorrow's agenda: SPBT meeting, dentist appoinment, makan rumah nenek and prefect's night!

I have no idea how am I gonna fix my hair for the dinner. Like seriously give me some idea?

Just Beat It

2009-08-12T06:46:00.000-07:00

I am bored now. Just waiting for Datin Wanabe to get started and too bad its the last episode. That show really make me go gaga everytime. Well I am having a bit of headache since afternoon and my plan to doss off with Biology has been postpone. I hate my Physics marks and Add Math and everything. Gosh! In one more month there will be trial SPM people. And I heard my classmate said hundred more days to SPM. Like seriously?

I miss Abang Cina :0

I feel like a backstabber being friends with you but.............
( make an essay that starts with the above sentence)
50 marks.

halo

2009-08-12T00:14:00.000-07:00

I am at my dad's office. Ok today was great. The haze technically gone and the cloud looks extra clear. We had extra time for recess and it was so long till we had nothing to do. I didn't expect people to know but somehow they know bout some lil secret. It ain't that secret anymore I guess. Ahsha's masterpiece is awesome. Its a flower looking soap and its cute. Seriously I have no kesabaran doing it. Why don't we just buy one at the shop? Habis cita kak.

the world is getting warmmmm

2009-08-09T05:55:00.000-07:00

Exam is finally over and i am hating my add math results and more to come. I just got the chance to online. Yesterday I went for a movie and watched Harry Potter. To me it was nice though but I'm just a bit frustrated that I didn't get a chance to watch Johnny Depp :(

10 people died because of H1N1 today and the haze in Kuching is terrible. The government should close the school eyyyyyyyyyyyy. banyak orang demam lah lately. World Demam Month!

I just think you should realise what I am and just admit it every time people ask you. I dont really care what the reasons are but hey I have feelings ok. Jangan nak macam2 :p

I am seriously happy emotionally now. Lameeeee.

2009-07-29T23:12:00.000-07:00

I am currently sick but my body temperature is normal though. I skip school people and I am proud of it. I feel so sick. I guess this is exam pressure. I can't believe exam starts in one more day and obviously I am so not ready. =(

I used to many I laaaaa.

Currently addicted to a Malay Drama : Kala Hati. I haven't missed any of the episodes yet and the actor, Adi Putra sumpah hot.

Ok off to study.

jangan perasan oi

2009-07-21T06:44:00.000-07:00

I don't know who made up that stupid story and what is the point for them to do that. It does not matter anymore now. I don't want to get involve with any of this anymore or otherwise people would say that I actually have feelings with you-know-who guy which bothers me a lot. You people should know how I really feel before saying stuff that isn't true. I don't know who to trust or who am I not suppose to trust. It seems to me that no one can be trusted except for your good friends. Coming to me and complaining about your ehem which used to be ---- is unreasonable things to do. Plus, why do you have to be so insecure about that? Its not that I ever disturb or care about your happy life. You are the one who made your life complicated by pissing off the other girl. Remember, people actually talk especially us, girls. You cannot have all the good things at once. The moral of the story is ignore rumours and keep your freaking big mouth shut. Ahahahahahah gila bai lawak doe.

By the way, iamsointoyoubabe.

Everytime we touch

2009-07-17T21:03:00.000-07:00

Obviously you guys know that I am a freaking huge fan of Johnny Depp though he is same age as my papa. Ahhahaha anyway why isn't the show Public Enemies released yet? Why oh why? Why only in Kuala Lumpur? Hate Kuching. Nak pindah KL balik. I want to watch Harry Potter too. Macam2 Fishi tok.

I went to the dentist just to fix some things up and he told me that I will be braceless by the end of the year. Yeyyeyeyeyeyeyeyeye! Seriously, braces made a lot of difference to my face. I can see lots of changes. You may not realise it because you are not me. Ahahahah.

Sakinah is leaving tomorrow so good luck my love. Make Sarawak proud and enjoy yourself. I am gonna sleep alone for two nights. My oh my I am scared. -_-

Listen to this song. I prefer the slow version. Jiwang babe.

My tummyy increase in diameter

2009-07-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

Rainfest was awesome. The music is great. The crowd was wild but yet polite. Now I know how drunken people are like. They are unpredictable and seriously funny. I enjoyed it and this should be yearly event. Must.

I saw some pictures of whale being killed cruelly trough the net. It was terrible. The whales' blood covers most of the ocean. Now you know who is the real monster. Human Being. Jeng jeng jeng.

Opinions

2009-07-09T06:13:00.000-07:00

St. Teresa won the choral speaking and going to Melaka. Congratulation Sakinah and the gang! We were so excited when they announce that Kuching won and the best part is that particular school whom we loose to last year did not even get any position. Anyway, Kiki make our school proud in Melaka and don't forget your August exam.

I didn't know finding article about biomass is complicated. You just can't find the right essay.

I am sick of people who can't appreciate their condition. Accept it and for God sake just suck it up and move on! Why have to make things complicated when you just can let it all go and learn from your mistakes? Why can't you think before you act? You are old already. I know love can make you go crazy but please think. Love can make your life even worst when you yourself don't know how to handle it. I know it is better to love than to hate but if you think you can't manage yourself with these days lifestyle why make things hard? Why can't you just focus about your future instead of creating stupid useless troubles to yourself that can make you loose your senses. Anyway these are just my general opinion about the world. I can nag about this for hours but it would be useless. People just can't see it and think rationally.

I can't wait for rainfest but I am afraid of risking my life. But it is going to be a lot of fun though.

updates

2009-07-08T00:02:00.001-07:00

I've been busy. Rainfest is coming and it looks like I am the only one who is going in my class. Lots of people are afraid to go due to H1N1 but too bad I bought the tickets already. This is my second day of fasting and 3 more weeks to go.

St.3

2009-07-01T05:13:00.000-07:00

Do come to St.Teresa Food and Fun Fair and go to 5 Science 1 stalls.
I am not chosen for National Service but poor Nadia and Denny =DD

I have to study so won't be able to online for sometime.

2009-06-24T04:03:00.000-07:00

Koperasi Day was fun since we didn't do anything at all. I watched Transformers yesterday and I wanted to tell you guys the story but it won't be fun anymore aite? So go ahead watch yourself. Its the best movie I've seen in my life. 5 times better than the first movie. I can watch it a thousand more times if I am not having my SPM this year. Seriously. And Megan Fox is superbly hot but I like the other girl, Isabel Lucas.

Sorry Nadia but dia sangat hot ahahhaha

2009-06-20T22:01:00.000-07:00

Same mistakes

2009-06-20T00:26:00.000-07:00

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.
Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street, look at the stars.
Look at the stars fall down.
And wonder where did I go wrong.

I felt so guilty when I saw your face this afternoon. I am sorry. =(

2009-06-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

I am very not constant and my mind is very mess up with this stuff. I know I'm bad. I am really sorry and I am really trying to change my not so good attitude. I seriously think I should stop everything so that other people that are involved won't get hurt. They should know how playful I am and be serious with me. I am a kid I still want to play. Ahahahha Jealous doe.

This Saturday - My brother is coming back =D
Next Saturday - Report Card Day =/
Next next Saturday - St. Teresa Food and Fun Fair =D
Next next next Saturday - Rainfest =D

Transformers' tickets are so hard to get. I will pay you double if you give me five premiere tickets on Tuesday.

I feel so heartless

2009-06-13T04:35:00.000-07:00

Vacation in Sabah was awesome. I would love to go there every year. Or perhaps just move there. The food was very nice but the butter prawns in Kuching taste much better though. I had a great time in Pulau Manukan. I tried snorkeling and I seriously want to do it over and over and over again. I should just take scuba diving. You can't blame me for wanting to see fish, its my nature to meet my species. Ahahahah

I studied the whole day today. Pecah palak. Holiday is almost over and SPM is in 4 more months people! So forget about everything else and focus on the books for the next four horrible tension months. You should study till you fell like puking. Thats the best way I think. Oh gosh! I can't believe SPM is coming. Then after that I would began totally enjoyable life. Can't wait. Let the suffering begin.

Sabah

2009-06-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

I am going to Sabah people. See you in four days. =)

I want to see you, I don't know why I feel so happy.

2009-06-04T06:00:00.000-07:00

Private blogs are lame. Extra class today was just like school but much better just because we can use anything and bring phone. I know I use full uniform. Nerd. All my food feel so tasteless seriously. But they look nice though.

My fever is getting better. I want to watch Hannah Montana the movie. =(

Sakinah pembawa virus demam

2009-06-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

I remember the last time I watched Ghost Whisperer, I cried. And I watched it again this morning and I cried too! That story is seriously touching ok? They beat Korean love story. If I had that girl's power which you can actually see ghost around you, I would faint everyday. Plus my house is like freaking near a graveyard. Die.

I did some of my add math project. Its just copy and pasting. There are few questions I didn't know how to do so I'll copy from a smart people soon. That's what I did most of the time. I'm having fever. Give me a hug.

There is a sweet girl in Facebook like what I said to her. Awww ain't that sweet? I learn a lot about life from various kinda people and I think there is no need to be frustrated in anything. Just accept it happily and move on. There is a lot to live than complaining how terrible your life are. I remembered last couple of months when I was very very frustrated about something and my mother came up to me and said "Think about others whose situation is much more terrible than yours. Like a women who got pregnant and got left by her husband just like that. You see? Think about how they feel then you'll feel much better. If you need to talk I'm here for you." She make me realise a lot and I actually move on at last! Ceramah kak.

Yey! Mee kolok esok. Wehoo.

My dad said my hair look so raggae. -_-

2009-06-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

I read something really funny in facebook that make me go gaga. Hahahaha. I'm sorry I actually deleted some people in my friend list just because I hate being GAGO about them. So I delete it, no big deal. Nadia was right facebook do make people kepoh about other people's life. I had lots of fun with my friends on Sunday and I manage to watch two movies only. I want to watch Angels and Demons.

While I was youtubing(is that even a word?) I saw New Moon trailer and I only have one thing to say : JACOB IS SUPER HOT.

Ok TV time. Cheers.

Movie

2009-05-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

Yey! Movie day!

Angels and Demon
Night At the Museum
Terminator

I change my mode.
Very Happy Mode! =)

put a smile on that face

2009-05-27T05:56:00.001-07:00

Hai! My results are all out and I improve a bit but I hate my EST and Biology. Have to work harder. I should have taken Prinsip Akaun and drop EST but its just too little too late. Grrr!
The education fair in school make me widen my choice. I was thinking of doing engineering or accounting. Oh well focus on SPM people.

I can't wait to have a long recess soon. I can't wait for holiday. I can't wait to watch movies.
Muni and kiki's birthday are coming. Yeye!

My 17th Birthday Party on 17th of May =)

2009-05-22T11:21:00.000-07:00

Lost is making me lost

2009-05-21T08:19:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I am being very emotional about a stupid stuff. Hahaha. And Lost is amazing. I can't wait for the next season which is next year =_= Again my love is over too. Why does every story end at the same time? Great.

Why oh why Adam?

2009-05-21T03:57:00.000-07:00

I hate Chris. I love Adam Lambert. Even Adam loose I still love you.

I can't wait for Prefects' Camp. Going to sleep with same tent as Manda, Kimmy, Furry, Marry. What a great combination! Can't wait seriously. *jump*

I want Chicken Chop

2009-05-20T02:25:00.000-07:00

I want to watch Lost
I want my birthday party pictures
I want to see Ahsha and Nadia
I want to shit
I want to be careless about the stupid unimportant things
I want excellent results
I want to do my homework
I want to watch The Simpsons and American Idol

So cheers! May Adam Lambert win.

Shit talker

2009-05-19T08:16:00.000-07:00

I had the greatest birthday party ever. Thanks a lot friends for coming and made my birthday hell of a good time. I love you guys. I'll put the pictures as soon as I got them.
I got 7 of my papers back and 3 more to go. I just don't think we'll get it by this week. Nyyyyeeeeeee. Whatever. Nadia isn't going to school tomorrow and Effy too. Men boring.
I just don't understand you. Why can't you just chill and take things slow? Chill men. Hidup masih panjang =)

Tension

2009-05-15T14:20:00.000-07:00

Thank God we had done all the decoration. I knew 300 balloons won't be enough. But I like it and I hope it would be great tomorrow. Happy Teachers Day! I got my Biology paper back and it was horrible terrible and the worst marks I've gotten so far in my Form 4 and Form 5 life. Ergh. I seriously have to push myself harder. Damn fuck. I have to look at books and only books. Everything else should be push aside. I just don't know how to score for SPM. Any way 1 more day to go till my birthday people. Hahaha.

Know No

2009-05-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

I suggest you guys listen to Super Kenyalang on my link list. If you understand bet you gonna like it seriously. HAHA =)

Finally over

2009-05-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

Do you like my new header? Its my new crush. HAHA

Exam is finally over and two results are out. I just don't know how she can check our paper so fast. Happy with it though. Teacher's Day is coming and there is a lot to prepare. Ergh I hate last minute thing. Screw the exam. Well I hope the decoration would be nice since I am in charge. HAHAHAHAHA.

My birthday is coming and I can't wait for the party. The invited guest you must come. I'll give you a very big hug for celebrating it with me. I have my reasons celebrating it okey. Its my 17 birthday on the 17th May so you get why I want to celebrate so much aite? Yeyeyeyeyey!

I saw the pictures and surprisingly I don't feel anything at all. Well I think THEY are gone. I'll wait for the new one to come meanwhile lets play and don't get serious baby =)